Pre DBS surgery poem

Will I?

Questions are buzzing
around in my head
As I lie here tonight
In my hospital bed

Will I be more?
Will I be less?
It's freaking me out
I have to confess

Will I still be slow,
- still feel like lead,
- my face still a mask,
With these WIRES in my head?

Will I be better
Or will I be worse?
Are the risks worth taking
To be free from this curse?

Will I wake up transformed
- Any the wiser?
Will I be stronger or longer,
fitter and faster?

To be completed ....

Surgery in 3 hours -can't sleep am so am amusing myself with Dr Suessian rhymes...